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Name: Tiffany
Location: Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania, United States
Birthday: 1/14/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: I love God with all of me. I love to hang out with my friends and talk about life. I love listening to music, singing, and dancing. I also like going to school.
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Member Since:
9/13/2005
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| oh my god i can't wait until i am home for the summer.... shit is hitting the fan here all for stupid reasons that people are making out to be the end of the world. REALLY it's not that big of a deal but of course since we all have to act like we are five we blow everything out of proportion.
Next think that i want to ramble about is my boyfriend. We have been doing really well recently on the whole being away from eachother and not fighting every twelve seconds like we used to. But recently it seems like we have nothing to talk about and i don't know why. It's actually kinda scaring me, ALOT, because i don't want that to happen to us. Like today i just got off the phone with him but the reason i got off was because he wasn't talking and after the last comment i made i was afraid to talk about anything else. I don't know what i am supposed to do about it. I mean i can't force him to talk to me. and plus since i am so busy with school work when i do get the chance to talk to him there really isn't anything to talk about b/c all i have been doing all day is school work.
Alright well now that all of that made absolutely no sense i am gonna go get ready for the day. I guess i will be writing back here soon enough if things keep going the way they are right now. Love you all bye! | | |
| so basically i haven't written on here in forever so i thought i would try and up date on some things. I am on easter break and it is freaking awesome so far. I have gotten some quality time with steve and it is pretty awesome. Oh, speaking of steve..... HE GOT ME A PROMISE RING!!! (who's excited?) anyway i am so happy b/c i am actually not afraid of the whole being with you for a long time thing like i was with my last b/f. I guess i am just more comfortable with steve than i thought i was... 
anyway my family life has been crazy and it would take way too much of my and ours time if i tried to write it out so i am not going to. If you are close enough to me you already know and if you are in the mood for a really long, drama filled story then i guess you can ask me.
Other than that i have just been chilling up at school and trying to finish the rest of this semester. Oh, i just remembered, Point Pleasant was SUCH a let down... my love you know what i mean and i am soooo mad...
finally i think i am good to go and get some cooking and cleaning done. gotta love the holidays! I hope everyones easter break is going great and i hope everyone is safe at home...
Good bye all... and stephen..... I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF ME... F-O-R-E-V-E-R!!! :-* | | |
| alright so it's been kinda long since i wrote on here and i figured i might as well take some time out of my life and write in here...
I really don't know where to start. My life has been so crazy recently, but i guess i will just tell whoever is reading this what is on my mind now and then i will see what happens from there.
The first thing that came into my head was the movie that i just fell in love with thanks to beth!  MOULIN ROUGE!!! it's absolutely amazing. The music, the actors and actresses, the singing, the plot, the way it was put together... EVERYTHING! haha... anyway i am still listening to the sound track from yesterday and i can't get over how much i love the songs.
Next i think i want to tell you how awesome my spring break was. I went to florida with tara to visit her grandma. It was so warm and beautiful. I also got to get extra close to my roomie (as if that was possible) I am so thankful that i have a roomie that i love to be around and that doesn't annoy me like some ppl say their room mates do. It makes my life so much easier to know that i have a room mate that i can keep until i leave this school.
Next i want to tell you about my amazing boyfriend. I am sure that most of the people who actually take the time to read this are sick of hearing about him but i can't stop thinking about him. It just makes me feel so good to know that i have him in my life and that i am in his life. We work really well together. One thing that i was just talking about with beth was about one of the things he said to me. (i am sorry hun if this wasn't supposed to get out but i have to talk about it). When i was with my last boyfriend and he would talk to me about marrying me and stuff like that, he would only talk about all of the good things that were going to happen and how happy we would be together. Now, i understand that we would have had some amazing times together but i really don't think our WHOLE life would have been perfect the way he described it. Now when i would talk to stevie about being together and awesome it would be if i get to marry him, one of the first things we talked about was how we were going to fight. it seems kinda weird to thing about fighting and be happy about it, but it was very reassuring to hear it from steve's mouth that he KNEW there were be times when we would fight and we wouldn't be happy with each other but he had that confidence that we would make it through. Having that convo with him just showed me how amazing he is. he knows that we will fight and he knows that times will be bad but he also knows that he will always be there for me and that i will always be there for him. Thinking back on it last night made me realize how lucky i am to have an amazing boyfriend like steve. He does everything in his power to make sure that i am happy and that i am feel as perfect as possible. he does anything for me and he makes sure that i am the happiest person ever. THANK YOU STEPHEN JOHN GRAY!!!
alright so now i have to go and do some homework b/c i have been procrastinating so bad today it's unbelievable... i will try and keep up but i know that i won't do as a good of a job as i would like to... talk to you guys later... bye! | | |
| well yesterday was probably the best day i have had in a really long time. I got to see my stephen!!!! he came up to school to say hi to all of us and that was pretty awesome. It was also our three months so that made it extra special. When i saw him i just couldn't contain how happy i was. I jumped on him and gave him the biggest hug ever. It just feels so right when i am in his arms and he is holding me. He also got me flowers which made me extremely happy b/c the ones he got me last month we just about to die and i got new ones!!! He is absolutely amazing. I took the best guy out there ladies... sorry but you are gonna have to keep on looking
But it was really hard watching him go. I wanted to run after him so bad and just hold on and not let go. He makes me feel complete when i am around him. It's so weird how it has happened like that.... but i love every second of it. I also came to the conclusion that i shouldn't be that upset with him not being here. At least i get to talk to him on the phone everyday. I get to talk to him online and just b/c he is that awesome of a b/f he writes letters to me everyday! I hope he keeps that up for a while b/c it makes me feel so good to know that he took time out of his day to think of me.
i have to give a huge thank you out to all of my friends. If i didn't have you guys in my life i would not know how to handle steve leaving. You make me feel so good and like i still have a purpose here on campus. Thank you so much for all that you guys have done for me. Hopefully one day i will be able to give that back to you, but for now i guess i just have to wait until that time comes.
Well i am gonna go i think and actually motivate myself to finish studying for the class from hell tonight. I have the longest test EVER and it's right before spring break.....
speaking of spring break....I AM GOING TO FLORIDA FOR A WEEK!!!! sorry that made me really happy b/c there will actually be SUN there unlike in pittsburgh.
Alright well i really am gonna go now and i will talk to you later... it might not be until i get back from FLORIDA but atleast you will hear from me if you care.... love y'all bye! | | |
| so once again i haven't updated in FOREVER and right now i am supposed to be writing a paper and i just DON'T FEEL LIKE IT... so i am gonna waste time and be more stressed out tonight when i want to go to bed and i can't. haha...
anyway... basically my life is absolutely INSANE!! my sister and her husband are (to put it nicely) on the rocks right now with their relationship, my classes are sucking (who's aren't), and my stephen left school (baby i am not mad at you for leaving so don't even think it for one second). But yeah.... i have been SLIGHTLY stressed out with all of the crap but all i keep thinking is what can i do about it. If this is what is supposed to be going on with my life then there is nothing i can do to change it. I just have to sit back and go along with the ride the best that i can right now.
I have also been learning alot form my room mate recently. I have never done devotions before and just this past week we have really started doing them, hardcore! The best part is about them is the amazing way God is showing himself through our time together. Last night when we picked what we were going to talk about it fit PERFECTLY with our lives and what was going on. Thank you God for providing the comfort and words that i needed to hear....
Well that is about it except for the fact that i love my boyfriend so much...
but got to go.. bye all | | |
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